This Still Ain’t Shemale Porn…

Tuesday, 27 April 2010

01:24

Ok, I’ve got to stay up all night tonight, as I’m doing a night shift tomorrow night and I don’t really fancy having a snooze half way through my shift. Might not go down too well. So, I have quite a bit of time on my hands, enough time to update you with all the goings on.

So, why the title, you may ask. Well, I have some possibly exciting news. I won’t be going into a lot of detail yet, but lets just say I have an opportunity to model a little as Ella, and may also be in a few more professional videos online. I have been reassured that it will be tasteful and well made, and that it will not be ‘overly’ erotic. As you may have guessed from the title, this is not porn. I stand by that I wouldn’t do that. These videos will not require me to expose myself more than I have done already, so in my eyes, it is ok.

My girlfriend had previously expressed her concerns for me doing this, and to be honest with you I had them as well. Still do actually, but less so. We both met up with the people that messaged me online and discussed exactly what I would be doing if I decided to do it, and the people we met were really friendly and reassuring. They definitely struck me as the kind of people that would respect my wishes and not mess me around.

Since then, my girlfriend has been much more accepting of the idea, and has told me that she would at least be comfortable for me to go ahead and do this. So right now I’m just waiting to hear from them for my first photo shoot. It is pretty exciting, but at the same time I’m trying not to get my hopes up too much just in case it all falls through.

Ok, so there you go, that’s pretty much all I can say about it at the minute. It goes without saying that I will keep you up to date with everything I’m doing with this.

I imagine now, that some of you may be a little disappointed in me. After all I have always said that I wouldn’t do porn, and it may seem a little difficult to differentiate porn and what I’ve been offered here. I would like some feedback about this: Whether you think it’s a good idea or not. Essentially I’m not going to change my decision based on what people say on here, but I’d be interested to hear from you.

My decision is that I am going ahead with this. To me, it sounds like a fun experience with the possibility of being a good way to meet new friends and make new connections, and when it comes down to it, I can decide to step away if I think it’s getting too much. I can at least say I gave it a go. I’m not leaving my job to do this.

I also imagine that this will come as good news to those of you that found your way to this site because this post has the word “shemale” in the title and that “porn” is written several times. It’s no good looking all innocent there, I know there’s more of you reading this because of the title. The last post I had where I mentioned “Shemale Porn” is still my second most read post. I guess it kind of shows the light in which transgendered folk are viewed. Some might argue that I’m not doing much to help that by modelling like this, but please, reserve judgement until after. If it’s going to be anything like I think it is, then it won’t be detrimental.

Ok, I’m going to leave it there, I do have all night to waste, but I wouldn’t mind doing a bit of cleaning instead of just typing away the early hours.

Just one final point, I’ve had a flurry of emails about various profiles around the net with pictures of me on them. This is nothing new for me, but I just thought I’d make this clear. The only real profiles of me that I use are;

http://www.flickr.com/photos/-ella-/

http://www.youtube.com/user/ellauk

and obviously this one BecomingElla.com. If you wish to message me, only use these sites, but as always I rarely get chance to reply to emails, but I do read all of them, and once again I’d like to give you all a collective Thank You for all the kind words I continue to receive.

Here’s my song of the moment, and a couple of pictures.

15th January (5) 15th January (4)

15th January (3)

Night! X

10 Responses to “This Still Ain’t Shemale Porn…”

  1. Randi Dennis Says:

    Hey Ella.

    Glad to see things are still moving along ….and no judgement calls from this desk. One of the problems though with how things progress at times is that the intent is one thing and the finished product or how it is marketed is another. And there are those who may end up reposting said videos somewhere else where, hence the name or subject is changed and the image of the person is somewhat trashed.

    With that said, knowing You the odds are that You or Your GF will not let it get to that point. Then again too…at least get it in writing. [having been through a copywrite battle a few years ago, advice here is it makes sense to do exactly that and have control of Your Image, etc]

    By the by check your email …because some good news happened today and the rest of same should be finished, rendered rather by Friday. [it is about that hearing….details of which have been mentioned otherwise].

    And remember too no judgement calls on this end….just unending support from this desk….

    Til later on,

    Love,

    Randi

  2. geecee Says:

    Hi Ella. Greetings from far away Canada!

    Wow! Great news and I’m really proud of you. I like to think I have a good eye for beauty and my instinct was that somebody out there would agree and want to do professional modeling with you. As I said before, you have a really great look and as they say, you’re very “passable”. No one, me included should ever suggest you do photo shoots or vids that you won’t be comfortable with, so I think you’re right to stay clear of anything “pornish” unless you ever get to a point in your life where you feel like that’s something you want. Let us know when this new pro stuff is available and where we can see it. I bet you’ll look awesome. Way to go!

  3. gurlwannabeme Says:

    hi Ella, fabulous to hear from you again……you dont half keep us all in suspense with the long interludes between posts!😉
    I’d agree with Randi & geecee, if it’s something you’re comfortable with, I’m sure it wont be anything lewd. Lets face it Ella, if you’re in it, it’s bound to be class🙂
    All the best Ella and dont be shy in posting eh?
    hugs
    Samantha x

  4. Randi Dennis Says:

    Hey Ella,

    Just to dovetail on a previous post You made about the work situation, etc….there is something that will be in your email which will illustrate that that can show that sometines, the good folks like You and myself [among others] can triuph over those either in management or the government types. Suffice it to say, that I was shocked that this happened as well and it is still taking a while to sink in.

    Til later on,

    Love Always,

    Randi

  5. spacial Says:

    Do the videos Ella.

    No-one can ask you to do anthing you don’t want to do.

    There is nothing pornographic about wearing some nice clothes and moving in a fairly sexy way to music. If there was, Top of the Pops would never have been broadcast!

    Anyway, nice to hear from you again.

    This sounds like a fun new direction to move into. Hopefully you will get your career sorted out as well.

    Best wishes, as always.

  6. panther Says:

    Hey where you at? Been a while since you posted and I’m wondering how things are going for you hope all is well. You look great. I hope you know just how bueatiful you are. Good luck and hope to hear from you soon.

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